And that is the truth of the matter.

I messed up pretty badly today. I checked the guys I.d. Not well, I admit. I only glanced at the year. I did not guess that the asshole was 17. So now I have to take a stupid class and come up with a thousand dollars. Plus I got fired. If I can't come up with the thousand supposedly I have to stay in jail. I have saved some money up for school though, so I won't go to jail, I just won't be going to school either.
So in less than a half hour today I lost my job, lost my savings for school, and put myself 600 in the hole.
Crikey.
Maybe I'll go buy some lottery tickets. This is exactly the time when a lucky straggler strikes gold.
In other news, my molars are coming in, so naturally I have a splitting headache.
Karma wise I should be doing okay now. Here's how I figure it:
Export:
snooped too much -7
got addie stoned -3
made an effort to be nice to laura +5
gave jessie kid movies +4
slacked on writing -3
hated kyle -3
worked on liking alex more +4
Total: -3

Import:
Landed job as server +5
Got huge ticked -10
Gof fired -10
Molars/headache -5
got laptop + 6
roach in bed -3
bad dreams -3
parents divorcing -5
cat peed on bed -3
Total: -28

Which leaves me at karma owing me +25.
Asshole better pay up.

Today the painters came in full force. I told them to knock first but they barged in too early this morning.  Last night we went to the pub for a beer and it wasn't exactly a miserable experience. Afterward we followed these people to their house and it was bad and boring and a blow to the intellectual lurking within. It's already passed noon now and I've done nothing. Time passes in such a strange way here.

My words keep disappearing. I had such bad helpless dreams last night of missing kyle. Though I do not anymore. Last night was not very fun. We got stoned and watched lord of the rings, which turns out to be one of the longest movies there could ever be. Fall is defiantly falling. I am not happy with the way things are anymore.
On the plus side, we went to a Halloween expo yesterday and I have defiantly decided on an original non slutty costume, a bearded lady. I have always wanted to wear a beard. In fact, I cannot think of an instance when I have not wanted to sport one. I'm not sure how people just go on living all the time. It gets awfully boring. Mba says that only boring people get bored, but I'm not sure I agree, although it does sound nice.
It's becoming harder to motivate myself to run. Which needs to stop. Lest I get fat.
 I guess when you're a parent you sort of get to relive childhood. I wonder if any man will ever be good enough to supply me with child seeds. I can be quite selective. My tags are kind of nice together.
Slater.
PS: In case you were wondering: nobody has ever replied to these ramblings.

This is a new laptop. Or at least new to me.  I spent labor day with the family. Oh, what a fiasco. Things are getting out of control down on the farm. Mom and dad are fighting to the point where dad is actually living outside in a camper. Lisa gossiped all the gossip to me and now I am disgusted. Nobody wants to hear about their parents sex life.
On a lighter note, I have finally got a good solid background for my first novel. I thought I could only ever write short stories and poems, but alas no! I am v. excited.
Smiles and I broke up because he said he wanted to stick it in dorothy. Now we are not broken up because he takes it back. I don't know either.
Today was a family picnic. Do not know why I bother. Nobody in our family likes anyone else in our family. I'm glad I live far away.